Dear Silver Pilots
Posted: Tue Jan 26, 2016 2:33 am
I know, it's been a long time since we were together. You may think that back in September that I just up and left you, that I abandoned you. But you see, it's not you, it's me.
I was not good enough for you. I am just a man, and man has many flaws. I needed to spend time away from you, because I needed to become a better person, to show you that I deserved to be with you.
I have cleaned myself up. I worked hard on this, and at times it was difficult. I thought about going back to my old ways, but knew that the only way to get better was to keep striving... not for perfection, but for improvement.
So today I stand before you, ready to be with you once more. But I know that you'll want me to prove that I am a better person, so I only ask you these simple things.
Do not be gentle with me. Never again do I want to take for granted what it means to be with you, and if I should stray upon my path of improvement, do not be kind.
Know that I will do everything in my power to be with you. I have learned much in the past 4 months, and I have many ways to show you just how much I deserve to be with you again.
Do not shy away from this. I nearly lost you once before, and I will not stand to see you slip away again when we are oh so close. Only together can we rebuild this bridge, rekindle our relationship, and make right the wrongs of the past.
Do this not for you. Do this not for me.
Do this for us.
Yours in love,
-roncli
P.S.: Except for you, Hank. Get F***'d.
I was not good enough for you. I am just a man, and man has many flaws. I needed to spend time away from you, because I needed to become a better person, to show you that I deserved to be with you.
I have cleaned myself up. I worked hard on this, and at times it was difficult. I thought about going back to my old ways, but knew that the only way to get better was to keep striving... not for perfection, but for improvement.
So today I stand before you, ready to be with you once more. But I know that you'll want me to prove that I am a better person, so I only ask you these simple things.
Do not be gentle with me. Never again do I want to take for granted what it means to be with you, and if I should stray upon my path of improvement, do not be kind.
Know that I will do everything in my power to be with you. I have learned much in the past 4 months, and I have many ways to show you just how much I deserve to be with you again.
Do not shy away from this. I nearly lost you once before, and I will not stand to see you slip away again when we are oh so close. Only together can we rebuild this bridge, rekindle our relationship, and make right the wrongs of the past.
Do this not for you. Do this not for me.
Do this for us.
Yours in love,
-roncli
P.S.: Except for you, Hank. Get F***'d.