regarding retirement

I'm overdue an emotional retirement anyways right?
Here is my issue.
No offense to everyone else...but Mark and I are arguably the 2 best pilots on this ladder at the moment. Right?
Well, my goal is to out do him in every way. Beat him. Beat others more than he beats them...etc.
Competition.
I've never had a particularly great connection to Mark but lately it is intolerable. 60-230+ fluctuating. LoNi_'s connection is at least consistent.
The game I just had with mark even spawned extra primaries as if we were on a lossy dial-up connection from the kali era.
Jedi, you could have called it off. BLEH...the point is for the 2 of us to play each other and settle the argument as to who the best is...that is an ongoing argument that requires numerous matches on a regular basis.
Well, I'm sorry but I can not put up with my connection to Mark. I refuse to endure that. It is not fun and it also does not help clarify the argument as to who the best is. It's just BS.
I have fun competing against everyone on this ladder...sure. That's fun....it's challenging. It is. But I have no intention of being on a ladder where I'm going to avoid playing my strongest competition. I'm not interested in taking #1 and then sitting on it playing weaker competition all while avoiding the real challengers.
That is not how I roll.
So, until the Gods see it fit to give mark and I a better connection to one another I will respectfully step down from ladder competition.
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I won't pretend that I'm going to quit the game...we know I'm not good at that.
I will play for fun games.
Here is my issue.
No offense to everyone else...but Mark and I are arguably the 2 best pilots on this ladder at the moment. Right?
Well, my goal is to out do him in every way. Beat him. Beat others more than he beats them...etc.
Competition.
I've never had a particularly great connection to Mark but lately it is intolerable. 60-230+ fluctuating. LoNi_'s connection is at least consistent.
The game I just had with mark even spawned extra primaries as if we were on a lossy dial-up connection from the kali era.
Jedi, you could have called it off. BLEH...the point is for the 2 of us to play each other and settle the argument as to who the best is...that is an ongoing argument that requires numerous matches on a regular basis.
Well, I'm sorry but I can not put up with my connection to Mark. I refuse to endure that. It is not fun and it also does not help clarify the argument as to who the best is. It's just BS.
I have fun competing against everyone on this ladder...sure. That's fun....it's challenging. It is. But I have no intention of being on a ladder where I'm going to avoid playing my strongest competition. I'm not interested in taking #1 and then sitting on it playing weaker competition all while avoiding the real challengers.
That is not how I roll.
So, until the Gods see it fit to give mark and I a better connection to one another I will respectfully step down from ladder competition.
_______________________
I won't pretend that I'm going to quit the game...we know I'm not good at that.
I will play for fun games.