Stepping away for a short bit

[Morfod]

I'm not doing a good job of adjusting to the changes in schedule and responsibilities in my life, and I need to take more time off until I've got what's important in order.
I'm having trouble with work/life/play balance and feel like a selfish teenager seeing that now many people are affected by me changing my plans; I feel leashed now, but that's just the child in me lashing out. I am envious for the freedom I had for 7 years, but I have to accept that I no longer can fulfill commitments until I have my own house and life in order.

Most significantly, I have to commit to staying at one household, rather than bouncing back and forth. I have decided I will be staying at a location that has very poor connection quality and internet availability, namely due to wireless and Netflix.
I also need to be putting a lot more time into studying for the Fundamentals of Engineering exam, something I've put exactly zero time into since graduation.

So I am stepping away from a lot of social and entertainment commitments, so I can see where everything falls in place, and see what I can add back in to my schedule. Namely, I cannot commit to the competitive play I desire on this ladder, and I cannot participate in extra-curriculars like the SDS podcast or the Observatory. I would still be around to talk or to play a fun game once in a while, but I anticipate something approaching 1-2 months of absence from ladder matches.

I'm upset because I promised that I would have more time, more freedom, and a better connection for this community after college finished. It's simply not the case, but I know that this is the best move for me in the long run.

Cya.

[melvin]

Godspeed you beautiful unicorn.

[Code]

Well, it was a long run! although we had our ups and downs im glad we came to a point where we both can talk to each other

I think its a very rare thing that someone will drop all desires and focus on what is best for them, you being a perfect example... I really, Really, really enjoyed you on the ladder, even though I didn't show it, I always did and if leaving is the best chance at fulfilling the opportunities that you feel obligated to, it's our job as a community to show compassion, love, and support. I think your a very smart Guy, so i know your making the right decision... Although it is a sad thing to see you go, i am very happy for you... so thanks man, And cheers to when you come back on!

[roncli]

Sucks that SDS is a casualty in this. I'm not sure I will continue it alone.

[Code]

Im sure that there are many people willing to help with the SDS Roncli, not speaking for Birds but I think he would almost be perfect for that role

[Maestro]

Birds would be perfect for any role. When I die and they make a movie about me, I want him to narrate it.

[Code]

Lol XP

[Jediluke]

Yeah, the show must go on Roncli.

period.

Draft someone if you need to.

[birdseye]

[Maestro]

I'd watch the hell out of that. If you ever want someone to mumble a second set of takes while eating a sandwich, let me know